well i've been sick with some undiagnosed illness for the past 2 days and i'm just now starting to feel a little bit better. hopefully i'll still be able to go to the dance tomorrow night. so anyway, i realized that i never wrote about my brother's wedding... it was amazing.  i thought i'd post some pictures of the wedding and of st.patrick's day. ( Read more... )

"I had gone to no such place but to the smoke of cafes and nights when the room whirled and you needed to look at the wall to make it stop, nights in bed, drunk, when you knew that that was all there was, and the strange excitement of waking and not knowing who it was with you, and the world all unreal in the dark and so exciting that you must ( Read more... )

Ah, but let her cover the mark as she will, the pang of it will always be in her heart.

i never wanted to feel like an over-used toy.

go back to being friends, but tonight let's be lovers, we kiss and sweat
we'll turn this better thing
to the best
of all we can offer, just a rogue kiss
tangled tongues and lips,
see me this way
i'm turning and turning for you
girl, just tonight

this is the saddest i've been in awhile

i've been listening to rilo kiley, and maybe i'm the one that's bad news?

whateverrrr. once again, boys are stuuupid. also, i really want to lose 15 pounds and i have a thinspiration. i'm pretty sure my body won't be able to get past like 123 though because i basically starved this summer and never got lower than that.

ehhh, i'll do what it takes. ( Read more... )

The Most Personal Quiz, Ever. Apparently.

1. Who were you with last night?
sarah

2. What woke you up this morning?
sarah's dumb cattt :(

3. Where are you?
my house

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
hopefully! i have field hockey practice, though.

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
hug, yes.

8. When's the last time you cried?
hahaha last night

-The PAST-

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AND AS FOR NOW I'M GONNA HEAR THE SADDEST SONGS
AND SIT ALONE AND WONDER HOW YOU'RE MAKING OUT
AND AS FOR ME I WISH THAT I WAS ANYWHERE WITH ANYONE
MAKING OUT

right now i just am waiting for my phone to ring and i hope it's someone that cares and wants to talk. just talk.
and i'm tired of all of this bullshit and just everything right now.
i need summer ( Read more... )

i'm completely done with some people and i don't even care anymore.