you know those times when you're talking to someone and they ask you that one question that you're trying to avoid? those times suck! i was talking to a mom that i babysit for today about school and stuff and she goes "Gosh Jessie, what makes you think Santa Cruz is the place for you? what if you dont do well up there? what if you dont like it? " ( Read more... )

I've heard it said ( Read more... )

why is it that the people you care about most are the people you allow to continually treat you in a way you wouldn't wish upon your worst enemy. if i had a nemesis i wouldn't give you a key to her heart because with your complete disregard for anyone's feelings, heart, or emotional wellbeing than yourself, you have the power to destroy everyone ( Read more... )

i'm really feeling weird right now. i feel like i dont really know where i stand on anything. or if i do know where i stand on something, then it's going to change in the near future. me being the person who likes to get all the facts and plan accordingly; i'm going crazy. i have no idea what the future holds and it's looming closer and closer and ( Read more... )

ok so it's starting. i'm saying my goodbyes and it sucks a lot. it's my least favorite thing to do and the thing i'm doing most often right now. every time i hang out with people it's like the last time, or one of the last times. joshua left us to go up to berk, but we're seeing him soon so i'm ok with that. ashley is leaving on wednesday. woah, i' ( Read more... )

breakable thread ( Read more... )

breakable thread ( Read more... )