i kinda wish i knew everything that was wrong with me. not so i could get depressed and kill myself, just so that i could spend the rest of my life trying to change my crappiness ( Read more... )

i could have been in new york this weekend. where there was a FOOT of snow. i could have been snowboarding this weekend. where there was a FOOT of snow. but, i had to be stuck in red lion, not snowboarding, not hanging out with jeremy ( Read more... )

jason IMd me tonite and said something nice/funny. its kind of great how, no matter what happened with us, we're kind of friends now and i can just look back and laugh. despite the crazy shit that happened that makes for awesome blackmail.... the truth is that ill always look at him differently than anyone else, and he the same with me ( Read more... )

im really sick of being in this house. I WANT TO DRIVE. damnit. im stupid.

and i really want to move away from everything ive ever known and start all over.

and i really want to go snowboarding this weekend but SOMEONE wont let me.

damn.

josh = the man

if i dont get my license soon, im gonna be crackin some skulls cuz good golly gee, this is really starting to piss me off.

thanks a ton for last nite rooney. im so sad you cant go today! ill call you (*insert stupid giggle here*)

jon, your song for peggy was nice. real nice. im impressed. peggy, i hope you feel better!

personally, it seems to me that kisses dont mean much. theyre not a commitment, theyre not an "i love you" theyre just a "hey, i like you, let me show you in a fun/intimate way ( Read more... )

mom: who are you talking to ( Read more... )

got this from a crazy chick that rooney spotted ( Read more... )

this is janelle ( Read more... )

Angela(voiceover): What's amazing is when you can feel your life going somewhere. Like your life just figured out how to get good. Like, that second ( Read more... )