it seems the harder that i try, the further i fall behind, im falling behind. so many things i just dont know. all these decisions, too little time to decide them. i wonder why i even try ( Read more... )

Current Clothes ] ae cords, a&f long sleeve shirt. prepped out hard core ( Read more... )

i smell like tim. its wonderful.

three months. and more.

my brothers coming home this weekend. but not only is he missing homecoming, hes going to a counting crows concert WITHOUT me instead of being here. grrr. im jealous. oh well. hopefully he'll be nice and not a jerk.

um... lj code? please.

yeah.... so did i mention that im really tired of everyone thinking they have all the answers? and in turn thinking their answers are some sort of revelation, like no one in the entire universe thought of them before.... get a grip.

maybe im bitchy, but im thinkin at least my heads on straight.

so....

basically i feel like alienating everyone, telling them to fuck off, and haulin ass outta this town. i need a change so badly, you dont understand.

so... this weekend has been so much fun. i am one happy little girl. i basically spent all of my time with tim. its been wonderful because how often do i get to spend every second with him? approximately never. and we only broke like one rule too which is good! plus im going to church tomorrow! its weird, but ive been wanting to go to church for a ( Read more... )

hey, does anyone know where i can get a livejournal code? or, it doesnt even have to be livejournal, just a journal service. please! hook me up.

anyone wanna buy a jeep? haha i bet you do. its only $3800! come on, you know you can afford it. anyway, its my brothers and i really think you want to take it off his hands. it looks cool if nothing else

dashboard. u maryland. sun 10/13

the juliana theory. the chameleon. tues 10/22

damn. that sounds gooooooood. too bad i prolly wont be able to go to them.

another damn. how about my grandpa asks me what im doing EVERY FREAKING SECOND OF THE DAY?!! just leave me alone, geez, i can handle being home alone for 5 minutes.

so... weird stuff is happening and like always, i dont know whats going on. but guess who is happy being ignorant? thats right, its me. i really dont mind living in my own little world ( Read more... )

im thinking my speech should be about how tims parents are the worst in the world. last nite he was online till like 230 (and yeah, he had school today). his parents found out and now hes not allowed on the internet for a week. theyre so dumb. if my mom knew i was up till 230 online on a school nite, shed just be like "janelle, you really shouldnt ( Read more... )