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sage_laurel

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Jan 14, 2007 23:00

I'm so sorry, you guys. I feel so terrible for being so absent. Though i guess its a might bit presumptive of me to assume my absence was noticed at all. Who the hell am i?
Unable to write smut. Unable to do smut. Can't even read smut, which is a big change for me. Dont want anyone touching me. Maybe its everything going on in my body or just the ( Read more... )

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djarum99 January 20 2007, 07:54:48 UTC

Aw, sweetie. So sorry to hear this thing has got you feeling so down. I have missed you, sorry I didn't find my way here sooner to wish you well. And please, let the people you love give it back-it's a gift to them as well as to you.

Can you read things other than smut? (Although I did just write sex-on-a-table smut and thought of you-read when you're better). Will write fluff, sweet angst, dark angst, hurt/comfort, anyting you want, just give me the genre or the prompt. Hope you feel better, in all ways.

djarum99 January 23 2007, 03:55:22 UTC

Don't know if the helps, at all, but I talked to our agency nurse and she said meclizine can in rare instances cause seizures and depression. Thinking of you, and worried. A couple of jars of dirt for you-Jack as "your whore in the bedroom" fic (Bordello), and angsty hurt/comfort (Vector) now up at my LJ.

sage_laurel January 23 2007, 06:52:39 UTC

thanks for the new fics - they are so, so good. Your writing is evolving in such a great way. I love everything you write. Faint stirrings of my smut-muse have been felt.
I hate the meclizine so, so much. Makes me feel like i have a head full of rocks and cotton balls. But i need it to keep from falling and passing out and other unsavory things. I dont know if the meds are causing this depression or just the possible diagnosis at the end of all this.
Trying to keep my head up, though. Thanks so much for all of your kind words, everyone, they really do mean a lot.

djarum99 January 23 2007, 07:14:56 UTC

Replying to this and your new post in the same comment-

Don't be sorry, just be well. Sending lightning bolts to your inner warrior woman-you need her right now and she's in there somewhere. Also smoke signals to your smut muse from mine-may have to interrupt chapter fic writing to go shovel more dirt. Hold tight, love.