im back! i had a fabulous time! but now im home and have to leave for school in a few minutes. i brought back to kitties from california, so thats kinda cool. plus i just checked my grades and i got a 4.0 for last quarter. which makes my cumulative gpa 3.96. but blah. im lazy today and just wanna see all the people that i miss instead of going to ( Read more... )

oh god. my family is breaking out the vaporizor, god help us all.

im going to san francisco next week. i need to escape here for a little while. ive been really good and really bad. maybe someday ill just be ok. but anyways. i just wanted to let people know im still alive. and shall be gone for a week so better get your time in with me now.

things have been so fucking shitty lately. i wanna smash my head in with a pitchfork. fuck.

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on top of everything else, tommorw my mom is leaving to go to california for 6 days. im not even going to begin to try and be alone. gimme a ring if anyone wants some company this week.

i just want all this to end cause i cant deal with anymore pain. i just wanted someone to be ehre for me or to actually carry out what they promised theyd do. but im alone and noones calling. i shouldnt have left myself out in the open like this. im such an idiot.

whoa its beena long time. the first part of this last weekend was spent how it normally weekends go for me. which was very very nice. and then on sunday i took off for seattle to go to the hair show thinger. it was sunday and monday and it was allrite. took a few classes. bought a rad pair of shears. i was so glad to get home though. then i went ( Read more... )

i changed my aim name to sagebot also cause people kept messaging me thinking i was a girl named jessica. whoever she is she must be a whore!

ah fuck. i cant sleep at all. and tommorow is my first day back to work, and also my first day on the floor. i swear im defective. anyway. i had a lovely spring break. got paid, holla! then blew it all in portland! but it was great fun and i dont have after spending guilt at all. i also got to see ashley a bit which was stellar major and i cant ( Read more... )