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[saiermune]

I started this journal in 2003, after being hurt by a very close friend who ended up calling me "some female friend who's gone berserk" on his journal that I discovered after weeks of him not returning my phone calls/emails/IMs etc. It's a story that I'd rather not go into again, but its been five years, and I still find myself missing him from

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[spunkybluegrl]

You're not pathetic; you cared deeply for someone and they hurt you in one of the worst ways possible: By using a public journal to insult you. It's very painful, yes, and the hurt will probably always be there. I can't even begin to describe how well I can relate.
It's always pleasant to hear when someone you used to be friends with is successful. You can't help but feel happy for them, but at the same time you'll get that painful twinge of "yeah, but maybe I could've done something so that I would still be in his life" and the hurt comes back all over again.
You'll probably never "get over" his friendship; honestly, you never "get over" anything, you just learn how to cope with the feelings that you feel and accept them. Being optimistic is always a plus, though.

I hope he does call.
@~>~~