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[sail_2_the_m00n]

these days have been hard. breaking up with Stefano and the things that followed hurt and flooded too many hours with wrenching, hidden tears. but i was getting over that, my being was delicate but stable, my stability came from pushing naseious issues to the very corner of my mind. then something happened that cause it all to come crashing down

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[0rangina]

All I can say to you here and now Alana, is that I love you and I know how you feel, not in the same way of course, but that empty draining of doing the simplest thing after losing your beloved grandparent, that I know, the months of crying to come, I know, and I am here for you <3

[awkwardjaws]

alana, i don't know what to say to make you feel better in any way. you tell me that i can always make you laugh and that was always for your benefit, but now i don't even know a simple joke just to make you smile

[rise_and_whine]

I'm not sure that having someone to "be there" for you is what you're looking for. I wish I could change things so that life wouldn't be so difficult, but you and I both know that isn't feasible.

I miss you more than you probably think I do; I care about you a lot. Hopefully you already knew about that.

I know that nothing I just wrote made any difference in the way that you're feeling I just couldn't handle reading all that you wrote, and not tell you that I really am thinking about you. I miss you.

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[anonymous]

As I read your words over and over I realize I simply cannot comprehend your state of emotion. You are a guiding light, a true visionary and leader, but right now it is my turn to give you the support you need to carry on. You are in my heart.