you recall, of course, the day i journeyed to hsville with willie, and was loathe to mention it to you, but i was CERTAIN of your reaction... and was CORRECT. but then, when i did text you, out of mere courtesy to our waning friendship, instead of saying 'hey, c'mon, do you think i'd judge you like that? i just wanted to see you!'... instead, you immediately call me up, from work, and lay one of the worst guilt trips on me i've ever fucking heard. AND top it all off with what i was afraid of all along... a running commentary about what a huge mistake i was making. 'oh and thanks a fucking lot for MAKING me call you up from work and say all of this
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would it absolutely kill you to drop me a KIND word, every once in awhile? you know, like, 'hey, i'm glad she's happy' or even 'well, at least she's moving on with life finally'... instead of 'she's making a terrible mess out of her life' and "However, for healthy kids (esp in development) several things are key. It's is my understanding that a healty lifestyle is not exactly led by the person in question. Not to mention working a minimal wage job while having a degree?! Surely she has more potential than this. Gets better by moving to a town in BFE, TN and surrounding herself with people that would cringe at the person that exists below the "typical girl" facade...uber-conservatives tend to do that. And back to health care, he's got serious med-issues, she did too last time I heard, and they're having a kid without the best access to health care
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i think there is one thing we need to keep in mind. We all use LJ for various reasons: to keep in touch, to write when we cant sleep, to post a good laugh, and also to vent. Sometimes half the things we write when we are venting is nothing so much that what we honestly feel every second of our lives, but a moment of something that we need to release. What i am trying to say is that there are somethings that we may say in a post without thinking just to get it out, and when read later, should be taken with a grain of salt. I'm really not sure why all this blew up again, and i cant understand why somethings cant just be left in the past. I understand you two spent a long time in each others lives, and within alot of good moments (and i know there were good moments) there were bad times as well that both of you are to blame. Yes, both renee and steve did bad things to each other, but come on, in a relationship, that happens, we are only human, and especially at the age the two of you were at when you were together, could you honestly
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