well... this has been an emotionally draining day ( Read more... )

strangely accurate, i guess... i'm gonna try to write more later tonight, if i can...

i want to tell him happy birthday... which i mean sincerely... but i just can't. i wish things weren't like this... oh well... heh. i wonder if march 15th will be like this too?
sigh... oh the tangled web we weave...

sick cycle carousel...it's funny thinking about the past. i have tried for years, literally years, to explain to people how i feel. you'd think it would be simple... i AM gifted with words ( not to pat my own back or anything! :)...) and i always try really hard... and the people i'm talking to are some of the smartest i know ( Read more... )

goofy people... :)

be safe... be merry...

heh, and for those of you who don't know, i am carrying a little muppet! :)
hopefully that brings some christmas cheer to someone! it certainly does to me... later people! LOVES! :)

somehow... this works...


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i got the interview for that job on monday morning! :)

and perfect circle... well, i'm still trying to digest it. mainard... was almost indescribable... i had no fucking idea that he sounds just like he does on cd in person...

more to follow...

i'm waiting to hear back about a potential job... dream job, actually. receptionist / office manager at a massage therapy school... good pay, easy hours, fun work, full benefits... and 2 free massages a week. :) but alas, they have not called me yet ( Read more... )

ok, this is just fucking stupid... we go to sears, pick out a washer and dryer, and put the damn things on my sears card. great. so that's all good. then we find out that there's 0% financing right now... even better. we pay $45 for delivery and set up the appointment for today. that was two weeks ago ( Read more... )

ok, i had to take this one...


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