worst month ever.

I'll update when it ends or when I realizethat I have to give in an finally give up.

Ohh Happy Fourth.
My Birthday is on Thursday.

shitfaced.

I think that in the midst of my pain, sorrow, and even happiness I couldn't bare it alone, life that is, so I created you. All of you.
Now I live here.

work work work.

wax on radio on tuesday.

sometimes i cry myself to sleep.

The Hush Sound did absolutley amazing... it was surreal.
I love my darlings so much and no words can describe how incredibly proud of them I am.
I am.

This Is Me Smiling....amazing.

friends...............totally amazing.

Someday soon.

I went to the park....it has beeen awhile since I just laid out in the sun...especially with people I love.
True beauty sometimes, I think, can only be found in nature.
It is the only beauty that lacks vanity and the only beauty that has the ability to be humble and still have dignity and pride.
Envy.


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wax on radio did amazing.[ congratulations to my signed boys!! I am so incredibly proud ( Read more... )

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i want to learn soo much.
my biggest fear is that i will die before i learn everything[ which unfortunatley is a given]

read robert frost's "stopping by woods on a snowy evening"

And miles to go before i sleep.
And miles to go before i sleep.

wow.

Ohh and some people need to start listening to the kind of music that is good.

In spite of the title, there is no shame here. If you cause physical harm to your body in order to deal with overwhelming feelings, know that you have nothing to be ashamed of. It's likely that you're keeping yourself alive and maintaining psychological integrity with the only tool you have right now. It's a crude and ultimately self-destructive ( Read more... )