it's just not very much fun anymore. well it was never fun. but i think 5 years is long enough. And these long spans of time are even less fun.
i always get very ancy before i see him. (he comes down next week) lots of questions about personality changes and things of that nature. and it doesn't help that he's uber stressed and freaked out about finals.
not to mention i'm surrounded by men all day. So i don't know if i want to come home to one. if that makes sense. and i don't think it does.
but, i can, however, completely sympathize about being surrounded by men. there's not enough estrogen in my life, and i wonder if that's hurting me in a way more profound than i'm giving credit to.
you're right, though. you'll get through it, and it'll work out.
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not too much longer though, right?
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it's just not very much fun anymore. well it was never fun. but i think 5 years is long enough. And these long spans of time are even less fun.
i always get very ancy before i see him. (he comes down next week) lots of questions about personality changes and things of that nature. and it doesn't help that he's uber stressed and freaked out about finals.
not to mention i'm surrounded by men all day. So i don't know if i want to come home to one. if that makes sense. and i don't think it does.
i'm sure everything will work out like normal.
i just wish normal was a little less painful.
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but, i can, however, completely sympathize about being surrounded by men. there's not enough estrogen in my life, and i wonder if that's hurting me in a way more profound than i'm giving credit to.
you're right, though. you'll get through it, and it'll work out.
just keep breathing and eating fudge. :o)
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