I worked security for an orgy the other night...that was crazy. Had a little get together last night...Worst hangover of my life today. I feel old. I never used to get hangovers. Well things are crazy, gots to go. later.

Im gonna go get my self a steelers hat today.

Merry Christmas...Happy New Year!

I'm walking in backwards from the front door ( Read more... )

Well I started up my training again. First time since Anthony died. I might be getting a second job bouncing at this new club in Hollywood. Hopefully that will work out. I got a raise... It still isn't enough though. I need to crunch all the numbers ( Read more... )

Fuck.

I don't know how much longer I can keep all this shit up.

There is a comfort in the idea of suicide. But, "I have miles to go before I sleep."

Fuck.

My cousin died god damnit ( Read more... )

A boy can dream can't he

Maybe I shouldn't be so perverted? But hey it's kinda hard to be serious with this journal thing.

One time when I was about 18. I decided it would be a healthy thing not to have sex or *errr* touch myself (God has killed too many kittens for my sake). I guess maybe I had seen that movie forty days and forty night or perhaps SMOKED A POUND OF CRACK! Well needless to say I went into withdrawals. They say the dt's are bad, well let me tell you ( Read more... )