Don't Let Me Fall

[saintmediocrity]

Don't let me go back to that horrible state I was in. Don't let me forget how to feel alive. Don't let me forget the things that made my heart race at the thought of them. Don't let me fall back into that depression. Just hold my head above the water til we get to dry land and you can leave me there. Don't let me drown

Comments

[inharmonic]

You're missing one sentence:

Don't allow myself to feel this way.

You've been down the spiral before, you know every pattern that comes with your depressive states, so why not change it? Do something different because you have nothing to lose at this point? YOU keep your head above the water. Look to the world as a million more footsteps you have yet to experience. Don't your emotions control you, for once you control them.

It has been working wonders for me.

[saintmediocrity]

its hard to do something at this point. i know what you're saying, but i have to hold out and fend it off until i can find a way out of this "corner". i'm forced into this routine until school starts back, but even then its a bit more complicated.

[anonymous]

Is there something you need to tell me? You know you said that if I had any problems or anything of that sort you would listen.. well I'm the same way. If there is something going on and you'd like to discuss it, you know I'll listen.

-Elizabeth

[saintmediocrity]

it will take some time to explain, but you'll find out. im just kind of a mess right now