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fuck yeah....whenever i do get to go home....i get to leave again right away.....i love this job so much......sorry i had a bullshit attack there. i feal so sorry for kelsey. i love her so much, what kind of a man am i to her, when im not even there to support her.

i know that no matter what comes our way, no matter how long or far we are apart we can make it through. cuz i love her, i wish i could shout in the face of everyone i know....that i love her with all my heart. how do you spell perfect....i spell it K....e...l....s...e...y... she is my all ( Read more... )

time has not been kind to me....ive watched most of my freinds fade away, sometimes i didnt care, but there were some that really hurt alot, im going to fight to start keeping them better ( Read more... )

its happening again...im gone away from home long enough...that i just stop even caring about it. i miss her so much but now im trying not to think about her so i can stop the heartache of being away from the one i love....its like im trying to put my heart back into hybernation waiting for the warmth of her touch to awaken it. you never truly now ( Read more... )

well R.I.P. to another one of my freinds i thought said they wouldnt never leave me.......its ok if people wanna forget about me and act like we werent family at one point cuz of someone new in their life ( Read more... )

ahh yes, all i need to make it through in life is:

caffeine

creatine

and nicotine

i miss my kelsey...i miss her smile, i miss the way she makes me laugh, i miss her body, i miss our passionate nights. i miss her touch on my face when i need it most. she is my everything, i cant imagine my life without her love in it. she is my bestfreind, my love and lover. she is my world.

yeah so another valentines day away from home...yay. and my girlfreind is playing a show that night yay....and im sure there will be plenty of guys there who want to make her valentines day for her....yay.its 2am in the morning her time, she's not home and its a friday night...yay.

i am so good at lying to myself

so yeah im deployed again.......dont ask where....dont ask for how long.......dont ask what for..................just leave me a comment and say you love me......or say you hate me that will work too