I don't think I've ever felt this down about my life. Like I've hit lows before but really I'm at like a low that i've never felt before. There is so many things that drive me crazy right now. I'm so alone. So many of my problems are not anything to talk about, like money and that sort of stuff. how exactly do you talk about that sort of stuff? it' ( Read more... )

So... I'm once again reading this bull crap I said 3 years ago about Maria.. remember her? prettty chick, major crush, yada yada yada... yeah. The one that caused me to write in this thing. Obviously lots of stuff has changed since then, when I was such a pathetic little man. But I did something this evening that I've been meaning to do jsut haven; ( Read more... )

I got robbed last night ( Read more... )

I got a new phone... whihc is sweet.... i cna have cool ringer like my current one is Stand up by ludacris. They cost a little cahs but nothing major ( Read more... )

Insomniatic moment here.... it's like 3:40am, I have class at 9:30, and I can not sleep. Mostly this is caused by the fact I played hockey this evening and my joints and such are so tight and I'm thinking so much about how I played that I can't settle my mind down... I'm exhausted, yet I can not sleep.... ugh.

Then once I finally get past the ( Read more... )

I'm back at school.... so far so good aside from the fact I have 18 credit hours this semester.... rar ( Read more... )

I'm on the Adkins diet. That means no carbs. Do you have any f'in clue how much of the things I ate regularily I can no longer eat? I can't eat pizza, or bread of any kind, so no sandwhiches... today I had a greek salad because that what was good for my health.... i've gone kookoo... I must have.... I've been honest to this diet for nearly a week ( Read more... )

X-mas was good. But it didn't ahve the same feel which means i'm offically older. Remeber when you were a kid and x-mas was the single most important and eventful day of the year? It was a run around with rewards this year, which bascially translates to a typical day with perks... not complaining just saying its lost the magic that it used to bring ( Read more... )

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I turned 22 today... and i hate it ( Read more... )