My Classic Analysis

[saiyanboyx]

I wonder how much energy I genuinely expend trying to act, speak, and think with complete rationality. I wonder how much energy I lose when I resist urges, forcefully correct emotions, and try to internalize the irrational into a rational framework within myself. I wonder how much energy I spend when I try to break past my limitations as a human

Comments

[drianmalcolm]

I don't know what to tell you about all of this. I can only slightly commiserate with your feelings on the complexities of people

[saiyanboyx]

You, of all people know how much of an incorrigible bastard I am when it comes to advice and consoling. I can and will listen intently with gratitude. But it's never something I internally end up buying into and making practical use of the encouragement. I'm the impenetrable fortress of advice. This sucks because knowing this makes me less inclined to seek friendly assistance.

That being said, you're the only person in my life at the moment who has encouragement and thoughts that I will genuinely buy into, and feel a little bit of confidence/inspiration from. Whether you felt like you were grasping for straws with me you should know you budged me a little.