Mom died yesterday ( Read more... )

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Amidst my frustration and stress of not having a job, I have one main source for warmth and love very close to me. I've never felt more love then Alan makes me feel and I am so fortunate to have him by my side. He does so much for me and is probably the only reason I am still legally sane. I try so hard to show him how much I love him. There simply ( Read more... )

Last night Alan and I went to Lebanon for a Christmas party being hosted by his dad's side of the family. I was warned several times about their insanity and his mother apologized in advance for anything that might happen. lol. But when the party ended at about ten o'clock in the evening, I came to this conclusion: My family is much more psychotic ( Read more... )

December is a single day away.
I've not done any shopping whatsoever. I have people who have already gotten my gifts for me... I kinda feel... broker... If that's even a word.

*Shoots seasonal in the face and walks away, gun still in hand*
Fuck this noise, I'm going to play BESM at Sean's and go Gun Bunny on someone's ass. I'll look for a job on Monday.

Yeah... I intentionally got fired again? Whatchagonnadoaboutit?

So I have an interview this Wednesday for Hickory Farms in the mall. It's only seasonal, but it'll be money. Not to mention I will be getting a kick arse discount which will make shopping for the Holidays so much easier ( Read more... )

I face planted today in the Safeway parking lot. '_' I tried to glomp Kevin from behind so he tried to give me a piggy back ride. He's a big guy, so I thought he could handle it ( Read more... )

I am so incredible lazy. I've not updated in so long. But it's not like there is anything important going on. I'm trying to find a better full time job since I no longer work in that factory that I was talking about. But work in retail is hard to find and I can't get a loan for college until I pay off some of my debt. =_ ( Read more... )

Hazzah for me!! I am now working! ^.^
I started Friday at a place called Oregon Freeze Dry. I get paid to deal with food that is sent to astronauts. O_o How special. It's twelve hour shifts with two to three days back to back. T_T It's not the most fun job ever, but it's a weekly paycheck so I can start getting things in order.