I am leaving now ( Read more... )

Happy day, good day today. Nothing more than friendship, but a strong, solid, friendship. A friend that will, at least for a good while, stay by my side ( Read more... )

See, I've heard that you're supposed to be considered an adult when you're 18. So I've heard, but in this particular family that is obviously not the case. I HATE IT WHEN MY PARENTS TELL ME THAT I CAN*T DO THIS AND THAT. I. Am. Eighteen. Years. Old. In sweden, that gives you the right to decide over yourself. Hah. I'll be glad if that happens ( Read more... )

Fuck me. Hit me. Yell at me. fuck me. Hate me.
FUCK.

Yes, I've been a good girl today ( Read more... )

Jag kan inte skriva något långt uttömmande inlägg, för det finns inegt mer att tömma ur. Ett skal är tomt nog som det är. Däremot kan jag skriva för att jag har tråkigt i allmänhet ( Read more... )

Crying.

Why do I have to do this?

I am breaking, and it’s happening faster than ever before. I don’t have the power to be strong. I don’t have the power to stand up and to convince you that what you did was the right thing to do, when my entire being is screaming because I want to be with you. It hurts me more than anything that you are not happy with me, and I do wish that you ( Read more... )

I'm scared of what I am capable of doing ( Read more... )

That's it.
I am the stupidest little bitch you could find.

Fuck me.

.

Crying again. Didn't think you'd.. fuck it.