Holiday blues

[sakura_ame]

I was looking for Christmas music stored on an old harddrive and came across my old AIM/Trillian/MSN log files so I decided to read some. They made me smile but it was a sad smile. I really miss having my friends. I miss them. I miss our group chats and utter silliness. The sad thing is...I didn't stop talking to them, they just moved on with their

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[narnendil]

*hugs tightly* I'm so sorry hon <33
but it wouldn't be completely impossible to just pick up the phone and call, I'm think.. you'll be surprised how strong a relationship can be.. friends I haven't talked to for two years I decided to contact again and now we're friends again.. you just live separate lives for a while before finding your way back to each other.. at least, it might be worth a try?

[sakura_ame]

*hugs* <3

I know~ you're right of course...I'm just very much...worried about bothering people. xD;

I was just in an emo mood so everything seemed worse..^^;;

[narnendil]

I know what you mean.. but look it this way - if you call your friends saying "I'm so lonely, wanna meet some time?" then yes, you will probably bother them a bit, but if you just say "hey, long time no see, what about a cup of coffee?" now how can that be bothersome? be brave and try your luck! :) <3