[FIC] To Be Free
Title:To be Free
Authors:sanox and sakura_hime1212
Pairing:Ryoda,Ryopi
Rating:NC-17
Warning:BDSM,a hard one,abused
Beta by sanox
Notes:We’re making this for lybrint Birthday present (although it has already passed)
Summary:Nishikido Ryo’s life was filled with abuse by his boyfriend but everything changes one day.
Chapter 1
Everyone has their fears. Fear of heights, fear of bugs, and fear of darkness.But mine is different than the others. My fear is the fear of being free.
I’ve has always been trapped in this fear, darkness, sadness and pain for a long time and now, I can’t imagine my life without it. Even if I could escape (Which is impossible), I’m sure that I will be caught again like how I was before when I tried to escape.
I am currently looking at the view from the window of my prison house. There were people walking around and high school kids talking to each other and having fun. I used to be like them but now, I’m totally different ever since I moved in with Yamapi, my boyfriend. I became fragile and I don’t use my poison tongue anymore because if I do, I will be severely punished.
It is almost 6.30 in the evening and Yamapi should be home soon.After a few more minutes, I heard keys in the doorknob. I walk towards the entrance door to greet him.
“Welcome home” I said as he walk in and took of his shoes.He then stare at me coldly and then pushed me to the wall and kissed me hungrily and roughly.
After awhile, I had trouble breathing so I pushed him a bit and he bit my tongue till it bleed. I screamed and that resulted me getting a kick in the stomach. It hurt so much that I kneeled down to catch my breath and my stomach was bleeding because of the now open cut that he cut with a knife on my stomach a few days ago.
I saw blood dripping down from my stomach but Yamapi ignored it and gripped my hair in a fist and dragged me to the bedroom.
He threw me on the bed and ripped my blood-stained shirt and my pants along with my boxers. He then cuffed my hands to the headboard and my right leg to the end of the bed.
“What did you do today my pet?” He asks in a cruel tone.
“The usual…” I said but with the pain of my bleeding stomach, it came out like a whisper.
I heard him clicked his tongue and got off the bed.
“I can’t hear you!!” He said pissed off and whipped me on my bleeding stomach. I screamed and a few tears escaped my eyes.
“The usual!” I said loudly this time. The pain in my stomach was unbearable. It is a two long line from under my left nipple to my right hip and from my right nipple to my left hip. Basically it becomes an ‘X’ and now; it is bleeding again after it just closed a bit.
“Good” He said and climbed on top of me and pressed the whip hard onto my cut. I bit my lips to stop screaming because I know that if I screamed, he would punish me.
He then got out of the bed and he get his bag that full of his toys, I knowing what inside the bag and just prayed that maybe he will be gentle tonight but knowing him, I know that that’s impossible.
"Now kneel and arms on your back,” he ordered and I obeyed. I knelt and put my arms on my back, he tied my hands tightly that I’m sure will leave some ugly marks. He also gagged my mouth with a large ball gag that had trouble passing by my teeth. He had to push it hard into my mouth and caused me to groan. Then he put a vibrator in my ass without preparing it and he put the volume on Max which made me whimper. He smirked looking at me with my ass upwards and my shaking ass because of the vibrator.
"now, for the best part" he said as he get his belt and start to hit me on the ass with it, I cried out in pain, I wanted to scream but my mouth is gagged, I just cry as he hit me.
After 30 minutes of hitting me with his belt, he took out the vibrator in my ass while I was trying to catch my breath and tried to ignore the pain in my ass when he puts his cock on my ass without even letting me know, he groaned at the tightness of my ass, then he started to push his cock harder and faster, I whimper in pain, I want to scream or to tell him to stop but I know that I can't. I just let my tears fall as he trusting in me.
He trusted into me deeper and harder, my body was in pain and I want to release but he put some cock rings around my cock, I was sweating and crying a lot, I was really desperately to release.
"Do you want to release?" he asked while trusting to me. I nodded my head because I can't speak.
"I wouldn't let you,” he said and smirked, then he came inside me, he groaned as he releases his seed, he took out his cock and catch his breath, and then he took out the cock ring and untied my hands.
"Touch yourself" he ordered. I nodded and grab my cock, stoke it slower at first because it hurts because of the tight and small cock ring. I bit my lower so not a sound will go out. Then he put his cock again in my ass I groaned in pain, as he trust deeper and harder.
"Stoke it faster” he ordered and I nodded and stoke my cock faster and he trust deeper, he groaned as he came and I also came in my hands, he collapse on the other side of the bed and tried to catch his breath.
"How was it?” he asked.
"iftysthursbuasthm” the words that came out in my mouth were jumbled because of the gag, he glared at me.
"I didn’t tell you to mumble, I was asking you,” he said as he punches me on my stomach, I hissed in pain. He then took out the gag which was wet by my saliva.
"It’s the best,” I said and then I cough blood. He just started at me and falls on the bed and sleep.
I was crying because of pain in all over my bodies, that I don't think I can even stand up, I covered him with the blanket and I sleep facing his back.
I woke up with someone kicking me; I open my eyes and saw him kicking me and he glared at me.
"Wake up, idiot,” he said as he kicks me more.
"I’m awake, master,” I said as I stand up but ended up falling back as intensive pain in my ass.
"Stand up idiot,” he yelled at me and gripped my hair, I groaned in pain.
"Take a shower cuz we’re going out" he said and I nodded. He then walked towards the kitchen and I walked towards the bathroom.
I sighed as the water run to my body, it sting a little bit. As I start to scrub my body I heard him calling me to hurry up or else and then I hurriedly finished showering and changed my clothes.
As I was changing my clothes I tried my best to ignore the pain, I put some make foundation to cover some blue-purple bruise that I got last night. I look at my face and content that I have covered the bruises.
"Good job, no one will notice it” he said as he kissed me roughly on the lips.
"Now let’s go,” he said as he walked away.
We walked around in the park; people greeted us with their smile and said that we are really a sweet and perfect couple, early in the morning having a sweet date holding each other hand.
"Ryo-chan you are really lucky to have a sweet and caring boyfriend ne~" Mrs. Sakurai said as she smiled at me.
"Of course he is lucky to have me as his boyfriend” he said and hug me.
"ohhh!!” Mr. and Mrs. Sakurai said as they looked us.
They haven't known that I’m not lucky to be Yamapi's boyfriend, at first yes, he was such a kind and caring boyfriend, but now I can't see him being kind and caring at me at all since we have lived together, he just see me as his pet or a sex slave that have to satisfied his needs.
Then, we walked to go shopping for this week groceries, he bought, meats, vegetables, fish and some beers.
When we are walking towards home, his phone suddenly rang, we stop as he answered his phone, then he told me to wait here cause him and his secretary will going to meet at some cafe, I nodded, then he threaten me that if I’m not here when he came back, he will punishment severely. I have no choice but to nod and I told him I will be there and wouldn’t leave. He then stares at me and left.
It’s already been one hour that I’m waiting there, it’s hot and I’m thirsty but I know that I can't leave so I just wait for him to be back. Then two hours passed and then two hours turn to three hours but he is still not back, I’m really thirsty so I decided to buy a drink, I found a vending machine at the other said of the road, I walk towards the other side of the road without knowing that a car is also passing. Before I realized it, I heard a honk and a beautiful voice that sounded like an angel and then everything went dark and silent.
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A/N:I and sanox ,made this fic for lybrint as her birthday present ( which had already passed).Hope that she will like it....
next chapter hime-chan will write....
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