A/N:Before you start reading,i would like to clarify certain things so you won't get confused.
-Normal font:3rd person POV
-Italics:conversations or dialogues
-Bold Italics-Yunho's POV
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The soothing spring breeze drifted softly,bringing with it the sight,smell and sensation of new life.But then again,for new life to begin,old lives have to die.That's why spring is season with a happy season tinge with the shades of melancholy.With the pink of cherry blossoms to act act a balm.
It was especially sad for this one here.
-x-x-x-
[a year back]
*Crash*
'Ouch!'
'Owh!'
'Oh!I'm sorry!'
'Omo,it's my fault too!'
'Here,let me help you'.
'Oh,thank you'.
'No problem'.
Tell me,do all meet angels?Because I surely did.The angel of my life.
-x-x-x-
It had been a spring day like this.Warm and happy.So beautiful.So lovely.Seemed like fate.Like love.Like bond of eternity.Such a happy time that was.No worries.No tears.Nothing.Pure joy.With young hearts blooming and growing.Together.Mutually.Freely.
-x-x-x-
*Thump*
'Hey!Watch-?Oh!It's you!'
'Ahahaha,that's right!'
'Hehe.We seem to always bump into each other'
'Seems so.By the way,I'm Kim Jaejoong'.
'I'm Jung Yunho.'
'Nice meeting you,Jung-ssi'
'The pleasure is mine,Kim-ssi'
And the pleasure will always be mine.Till the end of time.Pleasure of meeting you.Pleasure of knowing you. Pleasure of loving you.It will always be mine.
-x-x-x-
The memories flooded.The days they often met accidently.May be it was fate.And Luck.Not everyone gets to meet an angel each day.
-x-x-x-
*Wham*
'I'm so-?Ah Jung-ssi!!'
Ahaha.It seems we are forever crashing into each other'.
'Isn't it,Ju-?'
'Yunho'.
'Eh?'
'Call me Yunho'
'Then you have to call me Jaejoong.'
This name will be the only word on my lips the entire life.My holy chant.My charm.My only word to speak each time.
-x-x-x-
Love blossomed so sweetly.Everything was rosy and beautiful.Happiness was smiling indulgently,in a mood to spoil the two young hearts.All was blissful.
-x-x-x-
'Jaejoong?'
'Yes,Yunho?'
'Can I tell you something?'
'Sure,Yunho-yah.Anything!!'
'I love you'.
'......I too love you,Yunho'.
And i will always keep on loving you.You only.My only love.The owner of my heart.My heartbeats.My love. My everything.
-x-x-x-
It had been a lovely spring,when love bleesed them and grew under tender gazes and gentle touches.It was as if nothing bad would ever happen.Life was the sweetest thing there was.
-x-x-x-
'Do you,Jung Yunho,take Kim Jaejoong as your better half?And promise to be together in sickness and happiness, life and death?'
'I do.'
'And do you,Kim Jaejoong,take Jung yunho as your better half?And promise to be together in sickness and happiness,life and death?'
'I do'.
'With this ,you now become man and wife.You may now kiss.'
Not only in ths life.But even after death.In afterlife.I will always be with you,my angel.
-x-x-x-
Two hearts became as one.Love was colouring everything in its rosy hues.It grew,tender and pure,like baby.Day by day.What could possibly go wrong.
-x-x-x-
'Yunnie,take care.Eat on time.And don't over-work'.
'Yes,baby.Now give me a kiss.'
'You just kissed me a minute ago.You will be late!'
'But,I still want to!Joongie!.'
'Aiiee,my naughty husband!Now go to work!'
Only for you,my heart.I will forever be like this,only for you.My precious.I am forever going to keep you locked up in my chest,for eternity.
-x-x-x-
Summer had already arrived,spreading its warm rays all over,touching everything with its golden fingers.But rain would dampen it all.
-x-x-x-
'I am sorry,Yun.For making you worry.But I just collapsed.I don't know why?'
'It's okay,Jae.I can catch up on work later.For now,you must rest.'
'But I am not sleepy at all!'
'Sleep now,baby.When you wake up,we will go somewhere you like'.
'Promise?'
'Promise,Joongie.Now sleep,dear.'
'Hug me while I sleep,Yunnie.'
I will hold you as long as you want.And will keep on holding you.Even when you get tired of struggling.
-x-x-x-
The skies grew darker with the rains.Everything was gloomy and gray.No sunshine shone.No other colours.No music.Only thunder and lightening.It was rainy season afterall.
-x-x-x-
'I am sorry.'
'What do you mean?'
'Hyung,his immunity is decreasing day by day.His strength and weight is lowering at an alarming rate.'
'There must be something!'
'I can't say.It's too dangerous to try any treatment on him.For now,I'll increase the intensity of the medicines.We can just wait and hope for a miracle.'
Please again be the miracle,you are,my love.The miracle of my life.Just keep fighting,baby.I am always with you.
-x-x-x-
The rains ceased and autumn set in.days grew shorter and colder.Changes happened.Leaves turned colour,wilting and drifting away.It was twilight of the year,the end nearing.Yet,it was beautiful in its own way.
-x-x-x-
'Waahh!!The moon is so pretty!'
'Not as pretty as my baby Jae.'
'Aigoo,my dear boy is so cheesy!'
'Only for you,my princess.'
'I am not a princess!'
'Yes.You are,for me.The princess of my heart.'
'So cheesy!!How come I married such a man?'
'Because you love me,honey.'
'Hehe.umm.Yunnie?'
'Yes baby-yah?'
'When I get well and be able to walk,we will go to see the cherry blossoms in full moon!'
'Whatever you want,baby.But to get well,you have to rest and take medicine.'
'No!That medicine hurts me,Yunnie!'
'Ssshh,Joongie.Jagiya will kiss the pain away!Now sleep,my angel.'
Just don't sleep for eternity.Just don't go on sleeping that you will never open your eyes.Just keep on fighting a bit,my sweet.A bit more.Even if you are tired.I will forever hold you and be by you.
-x-x-x-
Time passed away fast and winter knocked on the cold home,its icy fingers further chilling it's heart.The fire grew dimmer and dimmer,until it will go out forever.
-x-x-x-
'NO! I WON'T ALLOW IT!!!NEVER!'
'Please,hyung.It's the only way.He is past any recovery.The medicines are not working anymore.His vitals are barely working.'
''No!I can't!'
'Please hyung!He will just continue to suffer from increasing pain!You have to do it!'
'Why?Why my poor baby?Why!?'
'I am sorry,hyung.I am so sorry.'
How can I let him go?But i can't also bear to see delicate baby weakening day by day,silently bearing the pain.The rosy cheeks now white.The rose-bud lips pale.The tiny body even more wasted.The shining eyes more dulling with diminishing life.What did my sweet dear ever do any wrong!?Why not me!?Why can't I share his sufferings?
-x-x-x-
It was peak of winter.Trees stood naked,devoid of green life.All was silent.Not a sound.Or sign of life.Only a whiteness.A blankness.A darkness.A coldness.
-x-x-x-
'Yunho-yah?'
'Yes,Jae?'
'Are you happy?'
'Why do you ask that,dear?'
'Nothing.Are you?'
'I am very happy,Jae.'
'Are you happy now,Yunnie.Happy being with me?'
'I am the happiest being with you,Jaejoong.'
'I am so glad to hear that!I am so sorry for not setting you free'.
'What do you mean,Jae?'
'I'm sorry,Yunnie.I don't help much.Staying in bed all day.While my dear boy works do hard.'
'Anything for you,Joongie.You are not well.That's why you stay.'
'I am sorry,Yunho.For keeping you chained to me.I am so selfish.Yunho,forgive me!But I won't keep you for long.'
'Jaejoong,please don't talk like that!You have been so tough,baby.And I like being chained to you.A bit more,baby'.
'My poor boy.Yunnie.I just want to thank you.I have been happiest,loving you and being loved by you.Thank you.'
'Please Jae!Don't get any silly ideas!Everything will be alright!You will again walk soon!And we will do anything you like.'
'Aww,how my sweet,bad boy cries!Yunho,Can I ask you something?It may be childish.'
'Anything baby-yah.Just ask'.
'Yunho,would you hold me tightly to your heart tonight?Can I rest my silly head on your breast this night?'
'Baby!Just don't talk now.Sleep'.
'Thank you,Yunho.I love you so much'.
-x-x-x-
[Present day]
The sun had set a long time back.The moon had risen,spreading its silver light on all things.Even the lone figure. Cherry petals still drifted in the breeze,touching gently on the figure.There was no one around.He just stood, brown almond eyes staring blankly.
Jaejoong,look.It's the full moon.
He took a step.
Why did you leave me,Jae?Didn't we promise to live together?Die together?
The road looked empty.
Did you hate me,baby?Did I lack in my love?
He kept walking.Not paying attention.
Baby,forgive me.I just love you so much.I can't bear to be without you.
He looked up.The moon had never seemed so pretty.But his Jaejoong was more beautiful.And he would be with him forever.
Baby,I promised you I will never leave you.
He didn't see anything.Heard nothing.
Baby,here I come.
-x-x-x-
How can heartbeats,
work without a heart?
How can a heart exist,
without the heartbeats?
Kamsahamnida!!