why do it? why not?

[salbee19]

All i can think of at the moment is to cut. I am so angry and so frustrated I have nothing else to take my energy out on. I feel it rising up inside me and feel the pressure and the heat and it wont stop building. Get it out of my chest. Rip my heart out. My face is dripping wet and cant stop it, the tears keep rolling and landing big droplets onto

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[uber_tight]

It hurts to know you feel like this. I really want to be able to do something but I'm not really sure if we're close enough anymore for me to be able to help. And that makes it hurt all that much more.

Know that I miss you. Know that I love you. Know that I still think you're all kinds of awesome. Know that I really am here for you if you need me. Know that I miss stupid messages. Know that you still are part of my life. Know that I feel that I'm a better person for knowing you. Know that you still make me smile like a retard whenever I see you. Know that I really could keep going on about how amazing, gorgeous girls should never feel this sad.