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Well i'm getting very excited to go home, It is coming up very fast. i can't say exactly when because there is someone that i don't want to know, but there are some people that do know. more than i would have liked but i seem to have a hard time knowing when to keep my mouth shut. but thats okay all that realyl matters is that i AM coming home. ( Read more... )

Well today is my birthday, eventhough it felt nothing like it but thats okay i guess. its hard to expect to have a good time when you aren't around any of your friends, it hurts especially to be away from my mom. this it my first birthday i've been away from her, and as annoyed as i get with her from time to when she comes into my room in the ( Read more... )

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS!!!!! I'm so excited eventhough i won't be home which i wanted to be but i don't know, one more year then i can legally go out and party and the awesome thing that i found out today is that next year my 21st birthday is on a friday which is the best day to have a birthday. so yay! well thats all i really wanted to say!

I got the best news that i've ever recieved in my entire life yesterday. My mom doesn't have cancer. I practically jumped up and down in my room i was so happy. This whole experience has made me realize that time is a very precious thing, you never know when someone is going to be ripped from your life so its best to just live in the moment and let ( Read more... )

well i got some kinda bad news today. My mom got her tests results back from yesterday and they found out that she has a cyst in her left breast but it is beneign(sp?) and they found a large clump of cysts in her right breast which they can't rule out as cancer so she has to go to seattle on the third and have a biopsy done and if she needs surgery ( Read more... )

Well hopefully i'll be home soon. My grandma just had her surgery so if her recovery time goes quick i'll be home before the end of january.

I have had a rough couple days ( Read more... )

Well i guess nothing much new i don't remember what i wrote last but i'm in new mexico living with my grandparents kinda helping out while my grandma goes through her procedeures. I'm hoping that i'm going to be able to come home soon not for christmas but hopefully for my birthday god i hope i'll be home in january. i don't know how much longer i ( Read more... )

Alrighty let me up date everyone on whats going on...well i cant stand living with my aunt anymore so i called my mom in tears and told her that i wanted to come home so that was an option but then she told me that my grandma was having surgery on the 19th and that i could go to New Mexico and help my grandpa and help take care of my grandma so i ( Read more... )