My heart is breaking and i cant take it

[salena_jagonshi]

i dont know whats wrong with me today. I feel like shit and i feel like crying and i dont even know why. I went on the internet today to try and find some help, like some program or something to help me get away from my mother.

I dont even know what to look for! My mother has kept my a prisoner by her side my whole life. Never aloud to do anything

Comments

[radowan]

First off, don't believe your mother. If she seriously says that without you she'd have all the happiness - let me assure you, people like her will never have happiness in their life for the simple fact that they are too messed up in the head to enjoy anything.

This a site I used to go to when I was going through some issues:
http://www.depressionforums.org/index.php

You make me want to pack my bags and come over to help you, but unfortunately I can't (I don't even know where you are). I am a stranger, but I do care about what will happen to you. Say, would you like to have me as a pen pal? Maybe if you got to talk about your problems daily (I'll more than welcome long e-mails from you) you'd feel a tad bit better?

You're a brave girl; you're still alive, aint you? A coward would have taken the easy way out already. Keep going forward, honey. Be a fighter ;D

[salena_jagonshi]

i would enjoy a pen pal i think. someone to really talk to. id appricate it very much.

[radowan]

My e-mail is witch-89@luukku.com

I'll be looking forward to hear from you ^_^

[l_darkdreams27]

hun dont say that.I know it hurts that the ones you care about can careless about you.They just dont know what they have antill its gone.
If you fell that bad come and live with meh.You will have a life and somebody that cares for you.Just let me know when you want to get out of that mess..ill be at your house in a heart bet.
If you need anything just call me or something.
~crystal