My room is freezing. I knew I'd forget to close my window, and the register never lets in heat. I just don't remember keeping it open enough so that my curtains would get tangled up from billowing. Here's when I realize someone is sleeping in my bed. I could tell who it was just by the way he was breathing and my heart fell to the floor. At lunch I had felt like he was keeping something from me, but I had no idea what, or how bad it was. I couldn't stand there watching over his sad body, seeing him hurt. Knowing it was so bad that he had to climb onto my roof and sneak into my room just to get away. I can't tell anyone about this. They'd laugh in my face because there's nothing in my power I can do to make him happy. So I'll just lock the door and kiss him.
TEN bands you've seen live...
10. Every single local band including:
9. Rampart
8. The Lampshades
7. and...others.
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NINE random things about you...
9. I have an ego
8. I love to make collages
7. I have scoliosis
6. My vision is perfect
5. I am Irish/Scottish German/Swedish Cherokee and some black!
4. All my socks are white
3. I hang out with the same people nearly every single day
2. I want to go to Greece
1. When I get married I am wearing a green dress that matches the color of my font for AIM with no shoes and in a meadow. My husband will be dressed like Elvis and our honeymoon will be in Greece and Germany.
EIGHT Things I want to do before I die...
8. Travel the world
7. Take pictures that people will remember forever
6. Fall in love and get married
5. Scuba dive
4. Take a road trip
3. Live in Chicago, California, and New York
2. See every possible broadway show I can
1. Be happy living with someone
SEVEN movies you love...
7. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
6. Donnie Darko
5. Kill Bill Vol. 1
4. May
3. 10 Things I Hate About You
2. Titanic
1. Great Balls of Fire
SIX Things I believe in...
6. Love
5. Fate/Destiny
4. Me
3. My friends
2. Ghosts
1. Aliens
FIVE Things I'm afraid of...
5. Losing my friends and feelings
4. Death
3. Clowns and spiders
2. Being hurt and alone
1. Rape
FOUR of my Favorite Items in my room...
4. My bed
3. My walls, which is nothing but a huge collage surrounding me
2. My thumbtac board that contains every memory between my friends and me
1. The closet
THREE Things I do everyday...
3. Sit online
2. Write/read
1. See Ryan/Dan/Anthony/Steve/Aliah
TWO Things I am trying not to do right now...
2. Move too fast
1. Move too slow
ONE Person I want to see right now...
1. How about one group of people, eh? Aliah, Ryan, Jon, Dan, Steve, Anth, Ryan's mom, Ryan's sister, etc...