This weather is making me depressed.
I have every reason in the world to smile...but today it seems like nothing is worth that much effort.

I don't even know what to write here right now.
For the first time in my life, I am overwhelmed with emotion and have no desire whatsoever to express it in writing. I just want to be it. I feel so human ( Read more... )

Julia left me a wonderfully eye-opening note on my last entry in which, among many other things, she pointed out that the grass will always be greener on the other side ( Read more... )

I wish I could buy motivation off of Ebay.
I also wish Josh hadn't lit a popcorn fire in Testa's microwave today. He almost committed homicide.

Since when did my entries become so brief and empty?
I'm trying to think of something else to say. I could start to describe what it is I'm feeling right now...but I doubt I'd ever stop - not for a couple ( Read more... )

A much-needed 13 hours of sleep later...I'm feeling much better.
And yes, there's a lot of validity to what I wrote last night. But today I feel better. ...and none of it seems to matter anymore...I had a life-changing experience this afternoon ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do.
About anything.

This journal is starting to feel really pointless...

mmm...I had a pretty good day!
That was nice.

And we are approaching a three day weekend, thank god. Unfortunately, it'll be a little bit busier than I'd like it to be. I'd really like to have a day where I can just sit and do absolutely nothing. That seems to be a thing of the past...and I'm glad. I was reading back through my diary the other day ( Read more... )

"Life should be full, meaningful, and exhuberant." --David Greenwood
(He was the director of Waiting for Lefty...he said this as part of his response to an email I sent him congratulating him on his stellar performance in The Seagull.)
...more importantly, he wants to revive Waiting for Lefty and tour it! not that I actuallly expect that to happen... ( Read more... )

I've been in a really, really good mood for three days now.
It's been a lovely change.

This week is going to be a stressful one.

I want to write ( Read more... )