Comments | salithox: so confused.

salithox

so confused.

Nov 25, 2004 00:46

well i know rachael will read this, but soon as i dont have a jounal to write my stuff down in ill right it here. lol... well first i want to say i love her with all my heart and soul... even if she finds that she cant return it, i dont mind, i still love her... im confused about everything.... its like we are best friends, which WE are.... and ( Read more... )

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:) anonymous November 26 2004, 13:33:57 UTC

This is certainly the month for confusion....Anyway, I think what you wrote is beautiful and any female would love to hear such a thing. I know I would love to be on the recieving end of such sentiments. I would feel sorry for any other girl that isn't Rachel that got involved with you though. I mean, could she, the other girl, ever really compare? Would you tell her about your love for Rachel, or would you fail to mention such a thing? Would there be a point where you would feel compelled to tell her, or would you keep your heart's secret? I don't think it would be very fair to that other girl...what of her?

the answer to the question at hand. salithox November 26 2004, 13:56:29 UTC

well thank you Anonymous. ^^ lol. thats very nice to say, but what i wrote was just the truth, but as for an answer to your question, if i was to ever find another girl, i would tell them about rachael, even if thou me and her arent dateing, we are just friends, i would tell them the feelings i have for her, im not ashamed of them or anything, im proud of them, I LOVE HER! and i dont care who knows it... I LOVE HER! I LOVE HER! I LOVE HER!, and im IN LOVE WITH HER! so i know that sounds all corny and what not, but its the truth... and im sure im not all that great, infact i know there all a million better guys out there then me... but i do know my feelings for her are true and always will be... its just odd, cause you know im the shy type, and to openly admit my feelings for her.... and its even odder not being able to know her feelings back, even if they were bad (i know she loves me as a friend), it would be better then nothing, you know, but i love her and will wait patiently till she knows what she would like... i will always be ( ... )