i really hope eddie and i can go with kristen and natalie back to cali this weekend for natalies birthday. 
im having cali bitches withdrawals. i miss themmmmmmmmm blahhh!!!!!!!!! 
goodluck with me asking my mom HA HA!

was the best! seriously i had so much fun. i love bonding with the friends i love. i love them and i miss them so much. i hate waking up in the morning and knowing richie wont be there watching tv. sleeping like sardines=best. almost dying was quite the experience. i miss eating breakfast together and smoking ganj and cigs in richies backyard on ( Read more... )

tomorrows the big day for me and im hoping all this tutoring and studying will pay off. im trying TRYING to think positive but in the back of my head i hear a voice telling me im going to fail :( oh well ill just keep thinking of me passing. also in spring break im going to la and sd with kristen to see anthony and richie and mark and some other ( Read more... )

things have been a lot better. im glad i got to see the good ol friends that i did see the past weekends... i went to tutoring for the math proficiency last saturday and im going again this saturday. to be totally honest the tutoring im getting isnt even tutoring! its heres some packets do them if you need help ask. i hope i pass this time though. ( Read more... )

while i was riding my brothers bike back home from walgreens a bug hit my eye and got stuck in my hair and i almost fell off the bike while freaking out...good thing it got away.....

i feel like alot of weight has been lifted from my shoulders thanks to my geometry teacher. im thankful for people like her.

i wish my mom was fortunate. in one week she got in a car accident, a water pipe at the restaurant broke, and someone stole $840 (which she saved up to pay her sushi chef) from her purse at work. she works so hard...i dont ( Read more... )

yeah so i can make some bomb ass cornbread.

ebonikks: im soo stupid man i swear sometimes i just dont think hahaha
Hi Im Jimzy: ahah
Hi Im Jimzy: why what happend
Hi Im Jimzy: bombed drivers test
Hi Im Jimzy: or something?
ebonikks: no!
ebonikks: i was drawing in my room while watching the rescuers and i was drawing on the back of this page that i drew on previously that i used with a ( Read more... )

-meeting new people that lived in the same area as me and were fun to be around
-being happy and hyper every day
-going to eldorado and seeing people i knew every where i looked
-feeling like i had clothes
-old friends like mick adrian daniel and them
-pool parties at chelseas
-walking EVERYWHERE and not feeling tired
-adventuring
-when i first smoked weed
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i think its crazy that i can cry out of no where. i think its crazy that i cry almost every day for no reason.

besides the financial difficulties my mom is having i think its mostly because im still ashamed of how different i am.