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[sallimac]

Annonomous commenting is on, IP address logging is off, now post a comment and be completely honest about what you think of me. Be brutal if you want to, but stay completely annonomous

*braces self for impact*

borrowed this from hiccu_pop because i was curious.

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uhmn

[anonymous]

I miss you and sometimes I think you were a good influence on me thinking for myself. I think you need to worry about your health a lot more than your future because if you lose your health you lose your future anyways. I worry about you and sometimes I wish we still spoke often. I didnt like your parents anymore than they liked me.

Re: uhmn

[sallimac]

thank you.

i think your right. but i think i also get afraid that my health will define my life and who i am. i hate being viewed as "the sick one" so i try to push past it by pushing aside. but i think your right.

Re: uhmn

[lilystcyr]

I was just poking around since I just added you to my friend's list. It's weird that I just happened to read this comment, because I feel exactly the same way...
But, I am trying to get better although it is scary as hell.

Re: uhmn

[sallimac]

i knew i couldn't be the only person who felt that way, but it is nice to actually hear that i'm not. it is scary. i know i'm scared anyways.

[anonymous]

Hmm, what to say?

I like you a lot. I think that you're very independent, you think for yourself (which I respect), you can agree to disagree with people. You've handled all the things life's thrown at you with grace. If I was faced with similar problems, I'm sure I would whine about it a lot more than you do. You're also very smart and driven.

I sometimes wonder why you aren't religious. I think it could help you with some stress in your life- to pray and get it off your chest. But I also realize that it wasn't the way you were raised and it's not like you're a bad person because you don't believe in God. Not at all.

I think if more people got the chance to know you, they would fall in love with you. You'd have more friends than you'd know what to do with!

[sallimac]

you know, ive heard that a few times (like once or twice before). i dont think its so much as the way i was raised. my mum was church or england and my dad catholic. we were raised to find our own beliefs. my brother was raised the same way i was and is (privately) religious. i never have been. people say that they feel the lord or whatever, i never have. i've never "found jesus" ive never felt the need to have something to explain why people die and stuff like that. ive never gone looking for it and ive never felt connected to it.

one of my friends once told me that was because god knew id be okay on my own and other people needed him. well i dont believe that of course but it was an interesting thought none the less.

sometimes i wish that i could pray and feel like things would be okay. but for that to work you need to believe. im sure it would get rid of some stress though :)

that last sentence, made my week no my month.

[findingawayout]

Left militarylove community, so I put you on my friends list instead. Let me know if that's cool with you.

:)

[sallimac]

aww you did leave huh? course thats fine with me :) ill add you back!

[findingawayout]

Excellent.

[onelonesoul]

you have a pick up in graphicgarden