read Frankenstein for 3 hours. and now i'm done. yessssssssss ( Read more... )

i'm finished with my lang paper, but i would so much rather have written a song for this paper. words alone are not enough, it needs another medium. i'm unhappy because it could have been better. such is life, i suppose ( Read more... )

school has begun, and i must say that despite the fact that i have harder classes, i think this year will be better overall. i have friends in almost all my classes, which is unheard of for me. though nothing will replace the awesomeness that was shakespeare. kate goes to my school now, yay! i was so glad to see everyone again. and i must say, ( Read more... )

margaret's party last night. was magnificent. but margaret, i had to leave and where were you? i never hugged you goodbye! *hug* i loved seeing everyone again, yay! kari, you better not have your schedule changed and then i have no classes with you anymore-that goes for everyone, fools. OH MY GOOD GOLLY JONES! the hugest mosquito i have ever seen ( Read more... )

i have been reduced to solitaire. such an addicting game.

can't wait for this weekend. it's been nice but really quiet. i have absolutely nothing to do. i'm not quite ready to say i want school to start again, but i'm getting close. ok, that was a lie, i really don't want school to start again.

today started out in the most beautiful way. i woke up in my own bed for the first day in more than two weeks to cool air from my window, beautiful silver skies and soothing, steady rain. these are my favorite types of days. yesterday would, or should, have been better had i not needed to run stupid errands in the heat. the counselors seemed to ( Read more... )

i love good friends eating food on a blanket under the stars (and a tree). i love that possibility for newness that means i can start over again. be honest, but please don't ruin anything for me ok? because i really need both of you guys now. last night was so cool--best hang out yet ( Read more... )

i never allow myself hope. i have no right to be disappointed when i don't even allow myself hope. but whatever. that too. that's what i always say--my apathy numbs any emotion that i might not want to feel. and i know why. i can't have more sadness--i don't need any more, and i don't want any more. why can't things go back the way they were?

updates ( Read more... )