kipur

[salrushdy]

my imaginative design of the contradictions eager not to inherit the ethics, but to create it by myself. though i am forced to sit idly in uncertainty. i hate any pre order, even if it is the daily sunrise. And I wants to find something that finally gives me the opportunity to agree to live. 
 

Comments

[filynn]

Isn't it a closed circle?

[salrushdy]

i had spiraled indeed and the life is now consumed with illusions

[filynn]

Maybe there's no pre-order, only a natural order where some things are just predictable. Even more, maybe all non-predictable ways are out of natural order and are illusional cause doomed to return to predictable?

[salrushdy]

becoming a cold, cynical and ironic ,i defend myself of a world that becomes a chaos of Kantian sensations to which i can´t find a possible order, no matter how hard i try to give it, time and time again.

[alenich]

there are FACTS
and there is WHAT TO DO WITH THE FACTS

but facts there are facts - there are no contradictions in facts

[salrushdy]

i am stuck in perhaps the most painful of positions, aware of the inadequacy of my world, but unable to stiffen himself to it:)

[alenich]

sometimes it's really difficult...

sometimes we need just to stop everything and LESADER BALAGAN
maybe to yield, maybe to choose, maybe to breathe out...

[salrushdy]

i get lost in the streets with facility and intentionally, sometimes wanting to meet by chance with “him”, and other times looking for some event that would give some sense to life, at least by moments:)

[none13]

Kipur evening, little Lucifer got sick and had a fever the whole Kipur.
Sleepless nights and very exhausting days.

We surely could have another pair of hands helping (for restoreing some sleep hours...)

Believe me, you would'nt have been bored. And you could pour into him some ethics, so he will have boarden his horizsons. Or use him as mirror of creating something for yourself.

I like Nike's slogan - "Just do it!"

[salrushdy]

bored.?
i am i am not
it is so messy right now
more than ever
i wish i can bring some peace and light to your house
but nothing close i guess