what is happening to me?
so i seem to be caught up in the rat race and haven't had a spare freakin minute to stop and smell the roses.
my two lives, work and school overlap and i never have free time to do what i want to do. and i know this sounds spoiled, but spending my whole winter break in india is a bit annoying, because i won't have time to enjoy here in SC with everyone i love. i dunno, sometimes i wonder what college would have been like if i were rich, and i got to live with friends and not have a job. i wonder if i would take school as seriously. but then again, taking ANYTHING seriously is never good. im a firm believe in goofing off as MUCH as possible, and not taking everything seriously. school is almost over, i have 3 final papers, one is almost done, another is pretty easy, but cites (the class i love) is what i'm stuck on. i want to do well but i just can't feel this damn paper. oh, and i have finally concluded somethign in my life. after i graduate in june i will move out and work for 1 year after which i will apply to gradschools for teaching. the more i reitorate this idea the more excited i become. i can't believe i finally made up my mind and have some futuristic plans! and it's been infront of my face all along, i mean, in 1st grade my teacher had a psychic come to our class and she told me i would become a teacher, and basically she was right! it must have been miss cleo cause she sure is PSYCHIC! uhhhhh...crapola. i gotta go shower before work in an hour.
i need a raise.
love,
keli