( Read more... )

Hey. I havent written in awhile!!! Well today was a good day.. I woke up with a horrible headahce and forced myself to get out of bed... i talked to candise, dean, and chris online. Candy and i decided to hang out and go to the mall.. she helped me buy cute errings. They are dangly! I got 2 kinds. I am an erring freak. hahaha. So after we bought ( Read more... )

The fact taht i will never speak to sam again scares me. I will never see him im me on aol with his casual hey. I will never see his Theearlofbologna has sent you mail agian. I will no longer be hearing his voicemail message when he doesnt answer his fone. I will no longer hear his beautiful voice and just think for a monent how lucky i am to be ( Read more... )

As i stare out into the bare desert ( Read more... )

Latly this boy Rian has been calling me so much and i get annoyed sometimes, not always, but latly, because he's called so much in a row. Now i understand why Sam hates me because I called him so much or too late and he didnt really like me doing that, and i never got the hint i guess.. or maybe i just ignored it. I totally understand how he feels ( Read more... )

I didnt write the pretend entry... Christy did. I just thought it was good, so i put it in my journal, so i hafta give her credit for writing it!!! Shes my friend in Milwaukee.

Tine

I've Learned ( Read more... )

so to distract myself from the realities around me, i dress up as if im going somewhere with the intent to impress. i crank up my stereo as loud as it will go and i sing into the mirror dancing as seducingly as i can with a sill thought in the back of my head that somehow, someone can see me, and they love what they see. oh how playing pretend ( Read more... )