i wish i was as strong as that leaf at the tippy top of the tree that just refuses to fall down even though all of the other leaves have blown off.

SO i HOLD MY TONGUE,
FORGET THE SONG,
TiE MY SHOE,
START WALKiNG OFF.

simply stated:
even if you supress your feelings
time goes on and they'll be left behind.

cant say that ive missed you lj.

read through you, my life seemed more fun last year.

oh well.
atleast i have a nice boyfriend and a functioning ipod.

but as for me i'm coming to my final failure
killed myself with changes trying to make things better

its a shame i have such little trust.
i supose the previous ones have had more
of an effect on me then i realized.

jenn and leena are upset with me and i dont know why.
i feel terrible and they wont talk to me about it.
and theyre out tonight with meghan and irina and i feel left out.
i feel like nautious because im really upset over this.

my moms a bitch and likes to ruin my life often ( Read more... )

i've been in my house sick for the last 4 days ( Read more... )

i dont want to play lacrosse anymore ( Read more... )

fuck
i hate my mom.