lately i have been noticing how jealous i get sometimes. i don't like it at all, but it feels like it's out of my control. i wish i could just totally not care about what you do, but i can't.

last night was eastlake's graduation ceremony. i spent the whole time feeling uncomfortable and watching the time go by on my cell phone, eager to leave. it was strange to think that last night was the last time i was going to see most of the people there. i skipped out on another senior celebration (senior send-off) to hang out with my friends. ( Read more... )

on friday i went to kinko's and spent lots of money on photocopying. i ran out of $$$ and had to put my project on hold. today i went back in with robert and we finished reproducing it, then we stapled them all together and numbered them. it's done! all i have to do now is present and i will be finished.

tomorrow is senior project presentation day. that means that i don't have to go to school because i'm presenting on the 5th. so i'm taking the day off to work on photocopying my zine and putting them together. i'm excited to relax and have a nice, mellow day ( Read more... )

stop talking shit

i have four weeks left of high school. it's called the "home stretch" and it has been the worst shit imaginable. every day has been worse than the day before. the more i think about how excited i am to leave, the more i hate being there, or on the plateau for that matter. senior send off and prom are coming up, but i don't really want to go to ( Read more... )

i have been so busy with senior project and AP art lately, yet somehow i find time to do nothing. today i finished most of the matting and measuring for my portfolio, i have one piece left to do and it will be shipped off to be photographed. i didn't realize how much work i have done in AP art until today. my portfolio has 24 pieces of work in it, ( Read more... )

part of me is very excited to be home and to see all of my friends again, and part of me doesn't want to be here at all. i think i'm just lonely.
anyway, i got pictures back from my trip. i will post them soon.

Today is my last day in Dublin. The family went out to Kilkenny county for the day to see rural Ireland. I don't care much for farmland, so I decided to stay here. I slept in until about 2pm, then walked around for about an hour searching for a cafe where I could sit outside. I was walking through Council park and it began to rain. I was sopping ( Read more... )

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