I depend on words, the same way i depend on oxygen to breathe. They motivate, captivate, inspire, transform, and educate my wandering mind. They are as beautiful the beauty they discribe and as hideous as the damage they cause. The fasinate me, mesmerizing my conciousness by overtaking every corner of my mind. They constantly interchage and ( Read more... )

screaming in the silence ( Read more... )

I'm moving out in 2 weeks. wow.

How can you help someone who:

needs answers but can't form questions

has lost faith in faith and,

feels hopeless because the only light is a reflection of the darkness?

Pretty sure no one will do this but #8 said I MUST!!! PS> I loved that green coat ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel insignifant? I just blend into the walls. Tim Davidson asked me why I never smile anymore and i didn't have an answer. Katherine came up with an answer for me... but i didn't have one. Later he asked Matt the same thing and he answered for me as well, but it wasn't the right answer. I got my first university paper back today ( Read more... )

There is Nothing behind This smile ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel insignifiant,

Sometimes I only know how to fail,

Sometimes I don't know why i'm crying,

Sometimes i forget to breathe,

Sometimes my lips won't form a smile,

Sometimes the world seems to forget me,

When i write i feel obligated to add a happy ending but i am discovering that in most cases there are not happy endings and it makes my writing fake. I want to be real, so i will write what is real.

I have discovered that the hate the girl people see me as because I don't know who she is ( Read more... )