( This Is Your Life )

I sit and wonder why thing are this way.. What could it have been like?

They're comming back, along with those times my mind just starts really fucking with me.

"I'm sorry to say Roy.. but your father does not respect you for shit."

"I know that."

"I feel really bad for the shit you always have to go through."

"I've gotten used to it."

"Just don't end up like your father..."

( Homecoming Dance )

this should be interesting..

Even though i've complained to myself why I can't remember my dreams, I really wish I hadn't remembered this one..

A Monkey is tied down and forced to watch several televisions showing fucked up shit like war and people killing and dieing.
Me: aww, poor thing.
Ana: yea.. Made to watch boring Tv.

The past week has been interesting, it's Been kinda fucked up though. Atleast i've been able to keep my mind off some things.

Man.. I want a kitten.

After a while I just couldn't stand it. I had to look away. Tryed to hide it and I'm sure it wasn't noticed.

Fuck man..

Being in group after a long time of skipping seems weird, I come back and see the same old people talking about the same old things. The counslers repeat the same shit too. Only difference is we got a new counsler working with our original one. She's pretty cool though, had a nice long conversation about music I wouldn't have expected her to know. ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I've been having dreams of these other people, I just don't get it...