Disgrace

[sam898]

I was a disgrace to St Michaels today... all my fucking hard work is probably now flushed down the drain... I tried my hardest and I failed.. miserably. We were hacked down so bad, I just want to die. But this is the kick in the ass I need, the jolt of reality that tells you that you actually aren't good at anything.. you aren't smart, you aren't

Comments

[supergrapeman]

really sorry to hear sam.. i hope everything gets better ok.

[kridden]

SAM!!!!! life can be a bitch! but dont you ever forget who you are. You are the best person that you can be and that is all that anyone can ask of you, and to be as good as you are is to be amazing!!!! i am not joking you. you are the best, you are part of my family. and im not going to tell you to give up because this has been a dream come true. you are brilliant and wonderful and soooooooo much fun. There is nothing you cant do and that is true, who cares if there is someone better than you, you can tell people that you can do it and what mroe can anyone fucking ask of you?! abso-fucking-luley nothing. we all love you and would welcome you to MD with open arms if you ever think that is what you have to do but comon sam think about it you are awesome and no matter where you are you will be awesome, so why not be awesome where you are comfortable. (i hope you want to stay ar SMU cuz i dont think i have seen anyone work as hard as you have to get somewhere as you worked to get to SMU

[marty_aubs]

i hate to hear that you're doing so pooey. you're such a smart kid and don't get so hard on yourself about this! remember your score for getting into SMU?!! 97th percentage zone baby!! missed you at christine's, would love to get together with you soon :) hey, if you need some cheering up, just think of the incident on halloween night, and how it happened right outside your very own house! definitely a hilarious moment. love you times a million

xo aubs

sam!!!

[naturalhigh]

i didn't know you were so sad about it!! i most certainly hope that you know that's (and excuse my language here daddy) BULLSHIT!!!!! one debate isn't gonna affect how the rest of your life goes, unless you make it. you can succeed in anythign you want to, but if something doens't turn out your way, just think that it did for someone else - and that means you'll get your chance too bud. you work yourself soo hard!! you have nothing at all in the world to be ashamed of!! i really hope you know that man!! love you tons!! takl to you later <3

I LOVE YA!!!

[pj_marty]

Sam!
honey don't feel so bad about yourself, you are so smart and fuck all those kids who think they are all that because deep down they probably hate every waking moment of their lives. They have no friends, and nothing in life going for them, but you are totally different! You have friends who care, a wonderful supportive family, and you have lance! he'll love you not matter what. you are oone of my best friends and there is no way you are going to be a disgrace, never, not anytime. Just remeber all the happy funny things in life and get throught the day! here's a little list
certain people in our capp class, (cowboy loser!)
dallas-enough said
lance bass,(he will love you forever don't ever forget that!)
camp thunderbird
our grade 9 science class
the yearbook writing
our grade 8 crush ( if KED doesn't crack you up, then i don;t know what will!)
all our code names.
and the classic- "falling" in homeroom with mr johl.
these are the funnest things that you have ever seen, so laugh a lot and i'll always be there for