Wow 7 days until Manny and I have been together for a month! Geeze it has gone by so damn fast! Anyways...lately I have been feeling like SHIZ!!!! Every little thing is bugging the shit out of me!

( .:Bullshit:. )

!!!!!5 DOLLA ME LOVE YOU LONG TIME ( Read more... )

( ~* RaIn On Me*~ )

Push it out
fake a smile
Avert disaster
just in time
I need a drink
cause in a while
Worthless answer from friends of mind
It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore
Boys posess me, but they're never mine
I made my entrance, avoided hazards
Checked my engine, I fell behind

I fell behind

He makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up ( Read more... )

I got my frst pay check...$521.82!  Hell yea baby!  Well my dad was supposed to come yesturday...he NEVER showed up!  I seriouly wanna cry.  He left when I was a baby and I've never seen him and finally when I get the chance he doesn't come!  I even wired him $125 for gas.  How much does that suck!??  My Birthday offically sucked...all I got was ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to ME!!!  ( C is for CRUNK )

( ..:::CRNCK BIATCHES::.. )

Well my day was ok..I went to the swapmeet and got the HOTTEST belts ever!  SAWEET!  Anyways...well I leave 2m for California..I'm nervous for some crazy ass reason!  I'm tired of being treated like SHYT.  Jess, I'm going to miss you so much!!!!  Maybe this trip will be a good thing.  I'm scared maybe I'll mess up and I will be even more depressed ( Read more... )

memories
the love i left behind
I still think about it all the time
nothing stays the same
maybe I'm to blame, oh I
I'd do it all again

through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lies
and it's taken years to realize
nothing stays the same
no one is to blame but I
I'd do it all again
doesn't really matter if you got it right
doesn't really matter who was wrong ( Read more... )

Well this year came and went w/ what felt like a blink of an eye!  I have made so many mistakes...I have nothing to be proud of...for what seems like for 2 years now.  I had everything...friends, happiness, and I was doing good..then it all just...BLEW-up in my face!!!  I just want me life back...I always seem to screw up things...I pushed them ( Read more... )