Comments | sam_sational: Day in, Day down and out.

sam_sational

Day in, Day down and out.

Oct 01, 2005 23:06

Today is five months. That should pretty well sum up things. But no, I'll fill in the blanks a bit. Daily life still hurts. I figure I have the most active tear ducts on the planet. Always something in daily life that Sam should be part of, homework, just being that loveable pain. Damn, the emptiness is constant and painful ( Read more... )

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produceline1 October 2 2005, 08:02:09 UTC

sam was constantly on my mind today.
now the question is:
would she have joined kevin and myself a long with several other non-homecoming attenders in a 2-hour rainy cold game of frisbee and then get together (throwing amy into her pond) at amy's house
OR
would she have tagged along with shelby to the dance??
hmmmmm i could see it both ways. regardless, tonight lacked sam. last night lacked sam. the past 5 months sam has not been with us. each day it gets easier and harder at the same time.
i miss her. we all miss her.
5 months hits hard.

I love you guys,
amy hafer

sam_sational October 4 2005, 16:37:35 UTC

Wow, talk about tough choices. I could almost see her going to the dance, and sneaking out to play frisbee. Of course the way things were developing with Kevin, who would have influenced who?

Other than that, it's just a little bit of living with a broken heart, dying with a broken spirit. She was so much my stability. She could just be counted on. Better stop while I can.