I need some advice, or help. either one

[sam_tha]

I haven't been able to fully feel things for a really long time. When it comes to the things that really matter i can only half feel them. I hate it, but I only half hate it. Its quite frustrating. But, i don't know, I think I might be supresing stuff but I don't see why I would

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[gheofabulousduk]

Listen, uh, I don't have much advice for you, mainly because I find myself in a distressingly similar situation. I'm pretty sure I know what you're talking about, but we should talk more about this. It's bloody important.

See if you can't trace the lack of feeling back to an event. Think of the last time you felt something--really felt something. And try to figure out what made you stop. In my case I know the exact event. Something really specific. See if you can find yours. If there is one, it'll help a lot.

~Duk

[sam_tha]

I think I remember. It was a while ago. I think this came out of just feeling dejected. I've never really been a people person. Connecting has always been difficult for me and myabe I'm like this cause I've jest been slapped back one to many times. The finale straw I think was just someone whom I really care about just not being there for me. I just got all bottled up. ::sigh:: this is pathetic. Now how to make this stop...

[mageofbouldroth]

So I'm really bad at advice so I think I'll try to go with the comical side...as usual!

I read ball fest and thought something COMPLETELY different! Like in the TOTAL opposite direction.

Curse my brain. Good luck and all the mad cool wishes I can wish fer ya!

Crazy love! =D