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[sam_tiger_313]

I really dont know what to write I am in a very blah but different mood I feel very lonely and wierd when my house is quiet My mind starts going and its hard to turn it off Thinking abut how nice it would be to be happy To have someone to hold me and let me know that I'm important To have all the nice things in life that I want Life is such a

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For love to exist...

[joshuabatista_a]

Love is a beautiful thing. Quite amazing actually. You say you want it to go further, you want it to be something... more, right

Re: For love to exist...

[sam_tiger_313]

I must make it clear that the guy i was talking about isnt my exs friend the gut was talking about i meet on a telephone dating service we have remained good friends over the years dated for a couple months have sex millions of times experimented different things together i have told him many times how i feel and he has done the same no matter how much i have tried to keep my distance for fear of smothering him he always finds a way to contact me when he was in a relationship i hardly texted him or called him he always got in contact with me we had phone sex when he was in a relationship we have has sex millions of times experimented things with each other i honestly do belive that he wants to be with me but he has a fear of my ex and all the drama that he is known to cause he has told me not to wait for him but i told him i am going to wait for him because i want him i an all honestly love him i had to fight with myself for years to forget him and fight the urges not to call it was a hard thing i still fight with it every day he

Re: For love to exist...

[joshuabatista_a]

ah. sorry. the lack of periods added to the large letters was confusing for me :P.

Anyways...

.... today is not one of those days I'm able to give advice... head hurts...

... now that the situation is more clear... I have no idea what to do from that point on. You just have to do what your heart tells you to.