today it ends

it isn't only my writing dilemma. It is something else...i haven't been eating properly and my sleeping habits are very strange. I've been extremely tired as of late and when i wake up i feel like i've been beaten up or something. Last night I took a nap from 9pm - 11pm...I had a dream about being strangled and i felt this tremendous urge to throw ( Read more... )

ever been in a bleck mood?...1,000 words to go...but i still have to tie everything together...and change some stuff...how will i finish this...crappards...bleck

just found out I didn't get Summer Leading to Reading....I'm trying to convince myself that everything happens for a reason and this will free up time for me to write...but how am I going to afford school? I am not giving up my manga cause that is what keeps me sane...(sigh) this sucks....and i feel like a failure and to all those ppl who said, " ( Read more... )

after coming back from the phil...i've come to some conclusions...

i don't want to work anymore...
i'm too tired to get in touch with everyone...
i have too many emails to reply to...
there are not enough hours in the day...
i want to sleep...wake me up when tomorrow comes...

my belated b-day with the gals was great....goodly friends, food and presents...sushi platter was really pretty...we rode the subway for who knows how long and took wacky pics...i went kinda flash happy...and we talked about lotsa stuff...and there was debating too...i had a lot fun and i missed them lots...we should do this more often...that was ( Read more... )

i still don't know what country i'm in....i don't know what day it is, what time is, what the weather is like....why am i awake at 5am in the morning? boo to that i says... looking forward to dinner with my friends...tired as hell...damn you jetlag!...story writing for sure next week...if i don't work on it...someone pls kick my butt...i'll never ( Read more... )

Yup...no voice....well i do have a hoarse, airy hotline voice....and an uneven, sunburnt tan...ahahha ( Read more... )

I haven't had much time to email or call anyone. I'm in Manila right now. This week has been great! Its really funny, b/c we don't even know our plans, but our relatives do. They keep scheduling us for "appointments". Every day our plans are full of activities. My relatives are ultra cool!! boo one more week left ( Read more... )

Well...today's friday...tomorrow i leave...ack...i'm so frickin' stressed... i basically have most of the stuff i need...i'm bitter about a lot of things...like ( Read more... )