I have been alone, indulging in a new fear.  It's velvety smooth and slips past you before you can savor it: Evaporation.  What if I lose myself, or other people, and not notice.  I'll be a vapid skeletal woman clinging to her remote control, ordering pretty little things for delivery.  Emerging from the crevices of her own dark brain only to have ( Read more... )

So, I applied for a solo show at three walls......REJECTED.  Oh well.  Now I don't have to construct a mountain of muffs.

I'm waiting for Elsewhere (greensboro, NC) and Pedestrian in NYC.

I've been praying in the shower.  Immediately followed by questions of who it is I'm praying to. 

Okay, so it's "all better because you're pretty."  Well, I also happen to write some kick-ass apologies.  We'll see.  Too bad our fidelity agreement did not come with a counter-commitment.  So I'm in, and he's...........?  In until further notice?  Or in until I fuck up again?

Blah.

In addition to not flirting too hard with boys that are not my ( Read more... )

I had a headache from the storm last night, and I grabbed one of those re-freezable blue ice things to put on the back of my head ( Read more... )

It's been a while, yes ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think teaching my Creative Process course is my destiny.  Or something.  I love it love it.  (Problem is, I've not been an exemplary creative as of late.  I try not to feel hypocritical.)  I do things like, talk about blogs, or talk about Vito Acconci's Seedbed.  Or, show videos starring my brother or some of my classmates from the U.  ( Read more... )

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As a young girl, I wanted nothing more than to be taller than 5'4" busty blond bombshell with a great singing voice. Unfortunately, I got the short, tone-deaf end of the Holwerda Stick. Meet my new hot (maybe) relative, the Dutch Olivia Newton-John; Bettina Holwerda.

You cry during the final reveal of "What Not To Wear."

Dry cleaning ("This shirt is dry clean only....which means it's DIRTY ( Read more... )

Yes.  I am indeed fired.  "Let go."  I wasn't "taking the job seriously" and I "never will."  Oh well ( Read more... )