Sometimes, I find myself in the position where I have to act...
Because an act sometimes makes things easier for all parties involved
However, these "acting sessions" can take their toll on the reality of things
I recently said "I do not put up fronts"
I lied
Sometimes I have to
and it is horrible
Because by putting up the front, I may be damaging ( Read more... )

Walls of brimstone

These are my silent screams
written upon blood soaked walls
dug in with raw fingertips
robbed of nails years ago
these are my tears
soaked upon a face
worn with sorrow
twisted in agony
leaving a salty silt upon it
this is where I throw my agony
this is how the knots I make
stay away from my neck
this is the drawer where my razors hide
so as ( Read more... )

I'd call ( Read more... )

This was the last of August...

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 So I went down and had my lingual frenulum cut today...well removed actually. In case you dont know what that is it is the tissue that attaches the tongue to the floor of the mouth and appears to restrain it. I included some pics, so like anything else, it hurt a bit, but then it will be worth it when it has healed.

Before

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So yesterday I was in a car accident. It was my friends car. We are all okay for the most part. I have a sprained wrist and can barely use my left hand, my right side of my head is a bit swollen. I may have re-cracked my ribs that were broken a couple years back, only because it feels exactly the same and when I bend over I feel a weird popping in ( Read more... )

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"The deep root of failure in our lives is to think, 'Oh how useless and powerless I am.' It is essential to think strongly and forcefully, 'I can do it,' without boasting or fretting ( Read more... )

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: Blue Sky soda
Maybe I didn't put the right thing here, but I can easily kill a six pack of this stuff in no time
Literary: The Harry Potter series I mean these arent the best books ever, but I do enjoy reading themAudiovisual: The Dark Crystal I am a Brian Froud fan and I really liked the film, ( Read more... )