Samanthas Hospital Diary Part 1 of Infinity

[samanth0r]

Diary Extracts from Hollywood Private Hospital. Not in any particular order.
I'm home from hospital for the weekend if it goes well I will be home sometime early next week. I miss you all.

- Samantha

Roughly 17 pages after the cut

Comments

[thekalgirl]

Nothing is to be gained from the creation of nothing.
so true

what happened between you and heather??

well now ozdyke...

[seriouslazydyke]

welcome back

you seem to understand your parents and your situ all too well -- the curse of intelligence and perception in many ways, methinks..

your spelling's gone for a loop, so i presume the twats filled you up with horrible chemicals ... tho of course chemicals can be v good indeed and i am grateful to mine

still.

you prolly would look good butch actually.

i read the diaries and got 2 shocks - 1 when you wrote that you tried to stab h ... well i tried to assault someone once and i still feel shame ... eh well but ...

the 2nd was when you mentioned your penis, i keep forgetting you have one

i dont like it when you sound like holden caufield i know i'm v far etc etc but i do not want to lose you

please don't top yourself

[it's all about meeeeee]

talk to you soon i hope

xx

Re: well now ozdyke...

[samanth0r]

Yeah i'm sorry about my spelling , the whole thing was transcribed from my written journal and most of the time I wrote that stuff I was on alot of pills.

So yes. my spelling and punctuation.
In fact my grammar im general was out the window.

I'm not gonna off myself, but I may transcribe some of my other journal entries.

Also your support means more than you probably realise.

I want you keeping well too the world needs more good people.

xxo

Re: well now ozdyke...

[seriouslazydyke]

i hope you do transcribe the journals - hope that doesn't make me seem TOO much like a grisly onlooker ...

well i feel supported by you too - thinking of that good self-mutilation chuckle we had one day; shit like that =D