shortcoming.

[samanthasdf]

i dont know. well i do. i believe its because i was left out. not on purpose..it wasnt their fault. but because of it..im hating myself even more and more. i dont really want to talk to anyone about it because i know its annoying. im always complaining about my life being imperfect. when i know that there are thousands of people having it BAD.

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[m1dnightreverie]

He allows suffering only because something good will come of it. Keep this in your heart, and remind yourself of the love you have in your life. It may or may not help, but I'll pray it will.

[midnightcloud63]

Doode, i can tell. I tried not talking about it. It was hard I know. But like forreal, what Vernon said it's true. Like whenever you guys would have your prayer meetings, like the really good ones, i'm not there to experience it. and I feel left out sometimes when you guys say how awesome it was you know? I used to hate myself for it, but really, hate eats you up on the inside. It makes you even more left out from the people that you love and that love you and makes you mad toward people. I really wish you would've gone, but you can go to the next one! if you go, you're director person is going to be so awesome! Please, go to the next one if you can. I hate it when you're sad, makes me sad and I try to make you feel better but it's hard you know. But yeah, go to the next one, or the next next one, i might be serving. and when you go. Go with and open heart and open mind. and give and give and you will reviece a thousand times more. if that makes any sense. wow this is long, you probably won't be reading this hahaha. Okay, love you