Although my dad has discontinued his use of vicodin, my little brother hasn't been staying clean. All of his drug tests have shown up positive for opiates...which is vicodin. Because he won't stay clean his psychiatrist will no longer treat him. They say the only option left is to send him away to an inpatient clinic. I think this would be a ( Read more... )

This update is all about how much i love j bark and think she is amazing!!!!!!!!
J Bark...YOU ROCK MY WORLD!

our love was comfortable, and so broken in. She's perfect, so flawless, I want you back.

The car needs to sell. I am trying to be patient. I know God's got this one. It's gonna be great. But I am impatient.

Dustin just asked me how I think our relationship is going on a scale of 1-10. I said 7. He was sad or disappointed. He apparently was expecting an 8. I was honest. Sometimes I just feel so tied down. Like my life has no more choices. I am no longer a free spirit. It hurts me. I think i need space. I know I'll never get it. I probably ( Read more... )

I feel so...useless. Sitting here for four hours a day doing almost nothing. I am lucky to have this job, but it kinda feels like a pitty job. Like he just gave it to me b/c he's my dad. But I didn't ask for it, it was his idea. Ugh. I shouldn't be complaining about having it too easy. Friends, I miss you. I feel like all my life is sucked ( Read more... )

update you freaks! Sheesh!

how can you love someone and be so annoied with them at the same time? I just want to rip out my hair sometimes. I know this isn't best for either of us.

EWWW, I hate boys and I hate growing up. Everyone has a boyfriend. It's gross. Not that I'm not one of those people. And what is all this freedom and independence stuff. Are we feminists now? I just want to be me. I am independent because I don't need to say I am or am not independent. Tomorrow I achieve the big 19. i can feel my breasts ( Read more... )

So I am sitting behind the counter at the office, and there is a real live criminal on the other side of the wall smiling at me. He seems nice enough...nice enough to commit a felony. Not that I am not a criminal myself at times...not recent ones though. hmm, maybe we should hook up. J/k! ewww! Besides, his first name is Frank and that's my ( Read more... )

mmmm, I am at work and Michelle just made me a sandwhich. THey always taste better when other people make them for you. Besides, you all know I suck at making sandies. jejeje pura vida mae!