i know what you mean because in a sense we're all really living the same life arent we? this non-boring isolation, love ( Read more... )

11/21/08 ( Read more... )

you encourage me to at least try to write!

I was with Wylie today, and just the sight of him literally just made me smile. I can't believe how much it made me smile, it was the nicest surprise, we hung out in the library on break and i forgot how funny he is. It felt nice, almost as if i were part of it all again.


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Nov 12 2008
I'm selfish and everyday that's growing. I don't want to share you, I want every minute of your free time. I'm stingy, I'm grumpy, I'm mean; I pick fights because I know where it leads...I don't want to have to share our time with anyone- no other living organism. I prefer it to be only you, me and a big crowd of people who will do ( Read more... )

jibber jabber ( Read more... )

i hate that my sister has moved so fucking far and taken her children and how i can't even think of those kids let alone look at a picture of them because it hurts too fucking much that I automatically cry without even thinking, no matter how hard I try not to ( Read more... )

maybe all you need to know is that I'm exhausting, I'll exhaust you and me, to the very core of yourself, and I will never let you rest, because I never rest either ( Read more... )

in a real relationshi,
in a regular relationship,
possibly this may just be a fight,
but here, in this place between me and and him

theres nohthing worth fighting for,
no real relationship,
so when it ends, it ends,
whatever, no biggie to him,

oh samantha, why you so stupid?
havent you learned anything?

Put on your brake lights ( Read more... )

this is fantastic, don't disagree, you'd be wrong:

I know ( Read more... )

You'll complain that I'm too independent, it'll bother you; I can pay my own bills, drive myself, wash my own clothes, all the things you don't/ can't do. I won't be the one to love you to your face and talk bad to your back, i'll be honest, even if it will hurt, and you'll be there not knowing how to reply, because you're just not that way ( Read more... )